Day 49

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Day 49


December 18th 2023


This was a rushed watch while I was at work. I did not get to any other deleted scenes, so on day 51, we will review two more deleted scenes. I have yet to abandon the project. The absence of writing was pleasant, but it felt like something was missing.

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